Saturday, September 10, 2011

childhood fairy tales story.

she wore the heel and step into the church
standing right infront of the pastor and her relatives and friends,
holding hands with the man she loves.
Together they say the wedding vows.

"To have and to hold,
From this day forward,
For better, for worse,
For richer, for poorer,
In sickness and in health,
To love and to cherish,
'Till death do us part."

Finally, she is able to married to the guy she loves...

early in the morning,
Jane was cleaning the kitchen when her stepmother called out to her.
she immediately run to her room bringing her breakfast along.

after serving her,
time to prepare breakfast on the dinning table for her 2 step sisters.

jane's dad past away few years back.
he married another lady before he died and now,
she's Jane's stepmother.
and this stepmother did not only invite herself into the family alone.
she had even bring 2 daughters along with her.
and this made Jane to hav 2 older step sisters.

so after Jane's dad is gone,
they treated Jane badly, making her do all chores at home
and had to even serve them breakfast every morning.
but Jane never every complained.

few days later,
Jane's stepmother invited one of her friend, Mrs Lim to the house with the son along.
She ordered Jane to serve them all the nice food at home.
the truth is,
Jane's stepmother is actually matchmaking her friend's son to her daughters.
this friend of hers' is not just anybody ordinary.
She's the wife of a big company's boss and this make the son of her's the inheritance.

she called out to her daughters and introduce them to the son.
his name is Lucas.

after chatting for few hours,
it's time for the mother and son to leave.

before they left,
Jane's stepmother whispered to the daughters and tell them to exchange numbers
in order to contact each other more and they can hang out together.
so they did.


one day,
Jane's stepmother came running back to the house with a bang.

this shocked everyone in the house and everyone came running.
her mother shouted," we are invited to Mrs Lim's 45th birthday celebration in a... 5 STAR HOTEL!"
her daughter and her started jumping around the house happily like a jumping jack.
Jane was also happy too.
what she did not know was his happiness did not last long.

one week before the celebration,
the 3 evil women started planning and preparing what they are going to wear
and what presents they are bringing.

at the same time,
Jane was also preparing her clothing.
she sew herself a nice dress using her old dress and some left over cloths and ribbons.

finally,
the day is here.
the 3 evil women starts to prepare themselves.
dress up, make up, preparing presents and they are done.

5 mins before they leave the house,
Jane came running down wearing her dress.
the stepmother turned and said," what are you doing? where do you think you are going? you are not going with us to the celebration. who do you think you are, you are not even fit to step into the hotel!"

the 2 step sisters nodded their head.
at the same time,
one spotted Jane's dress and was angry.
she saw a ribbon that was used to sew on one of dress was on Jane.
she walked towards her and teared the ribbon down.

the other,
came and join in,
pulling and tearing.
in the end, Jane's dress was in a mess,
while the 3 of them left the house with a happy smile on their face.

Jane fell on to the floor with big water droplets falling from her eyes.

just in time,
a lady walked in to the house through the door which was not fully closed.
she walked towards Jane and hold her up.
"why are you crying? i thought you were attending the party?"
Jane shook her head using her husky voice said," they did not want me to go. they even tore my dress."

this lady here,
she's actually Jane's neighbour.
she have been helping Jane whenever she needs help in chore.
she know a lot of things about her including th 3 evil women.

immediately,
she run back home and brought back a pack of dresses in her hands.
"quick, get into your room, i borrowed my daughter's dresses. Try them all."
in just a few mins,
Jane change into a beautiful nice dress and she looks good in it.
She looks different with make up on too.
now,
the transport.
the lady quickly drove her car over and asked Jane if she know the address to the Hotel.
Jane said yes.

it took them half an hour to reached
but still,
they got there in time.

Jane walked into the hotel ballroom without her stepmother and sisters noticing.
she picked up a glass of drink and stood at one of the corner.

suddenly,
the lights went dark.
the host of the night announced that Mrs Lim is coming out.
holding her son's hand, Mrs Lim smiled to each and everyone.
her son beside her staring at each and everyone.
in one glance,
he spotted Jane at one corner.

after bringing her mother to her dad,
Luca's immediately went over to Jane and
asked for a dance.

Jane was shy at first but in the end,
Luca's still brought her to the dance floor.

at the beginning,
Jane was afraid that her stepmother and sisters will spot her,
but because of the dimmed light,
she was lucky that none of them recognize her,
but they did jealous about her that she's able to dance with Lucas.

Luca's and Jane even took a photo together at the party.

time flies...
it was 15 mins to 12am.
Jane suddenly remembered that her stepmother is coming back home at 12am.
she let off Luca's hand and started running out.
calling to her neighbour.
she picked Jane up and drove off immediately.

Lucas did not know what happen and could not catch up with Jane,
leaving only a photo with him.

few days after,
one day, Jane was ordered to go out and get a few dresses from a shop for her step sisters.

after retrieving the dresses from the shop,
Jane left and was holding the dresses on her hands.
the dresses wasnt light.
they had weights and this causes Jane to fell
while waiting for the traffic light.

a guy came over and help her pick up.
when they stood up the guy and Jane was stunned.
they recognize each other.
it was Lucas.

later,
they went to a cafe and had a drink.
Lucas told her that,
after that day, he never forget her.
he keep thinking about her but did not know how to look for her.

Jane looked at him and asked," you dont remember me isnt it."
Lucas was confused.
Jane continued," im the girl that served you when you came to my house with your mum."
Lucas stared with Jane with his eyes open big.

after a few hours of chat,
Luca's got to know about Jane's background and her family issues.
suddenly,
Luca's told Jane," shall we go on a date secretly together?"
Jane was shocked and agreed.

for few months, they dated each other secretly without their parents knowing.

one day,
Luca's appear at their house.
the sisters was shocked and happy thinking that Luca is here for them.
holding a box, he was warmly welcomed by the sisters and the stepmother.
"what are you doing here today Lucas?" smiling while asking, the stepmother.
he replied," im here for your daughter."
both sisters was so happy after hearing this and started sitting nearer to Lucas.
the stepmother asked," you looking for mary or maya?"
he continued," i brought a pair of heels for her."
immediately,
both sisters open the box without asking and started trying the heels.
but sadly, none of their legs fit.
it was too small for both of them.
one of the sister asked," Luca, the heels is for us right, its in the wrong size. think you need to get it changed."
smiling back to them, Luca's replied," not for you girls. this heels is for Jane."

he called out to Jane and immediately,
Jane came running down.
he hugged her tightly and told her," i bought you this heels, i want you to wear it on our wedding day."
Jane was lost of words after hearing this.
Lucas came to asked for her hands.
everyone in the house was shocked.
"i will fetch you tomorrow for registration alright."
Jane nodded her head with happiness.

on that night,
Jane's stepmother was furious and locked Jane up in the store room.

the next day,
Lucas came early in the morning to look for Jane,
but Jane's step mother told Lucas that Jane was not at home.
she did not know where did she go.
Lucas did not believe her and started shouting at Jane's name.
Jane heard her name and starting banging the door.
Jane's step mother continued saying that Jane is really not at home
and the banging sound comes from others.
Luca's did not give up.
he ran up and found Jane locked in the store room.
he told the stepmother to open the door but she did not want to.
Lucas picked up his phone and said that he's going to call the police if she
do not open the door.
but the step mother was not afraid.
she said," even if you call, i can tell the police that she had mental problems and we have to lock her up in order to keep her safe."
Lucas had no choice.
suddenly,
the main door started knocking.
one of the step sisters went to open the door.
it was Luca's mum.
she brought along police with her and arrested Jane's stepmother.
"what are you doing! why are you arresting me?!"
Luca's mum replied," you liar. how dare you steal my cheaque on my celebration and now, you are even bullying my son! im going to put you in jail!"

after that,
Luca's manage to save Jane and the stepmother,
was charged and put into jail for years.

back to now,
Jane wore the pair of heels.
its time for her to put on her wedding gown,
and attend her wedding.


THH END~

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Character write up.

The Chronicle Of Narnia.( the lion, the witch and the wardrobe)

Lucy is the youngest among all her siblings and she's also the first one to discover Narnia. She was playing hide and seek with her siblings at her grandfather’s house and decided to hide in his grandfather's wardrobe where it was kept in a room. That is when she found Narnia after walking in to the wardrobe. In Narnia, she met her first new friend, Tumnus. He’s controlled by the white witch to look for humans that are born Son of Adam and Daughter of Eve. But he did not harm Lucy because Lucy treated him nice, and because of this, he could not bare to report that he found Lucy to the white witch. Lucy was brought back to the real world by tumnus . he even persuaded Lucy not to come back to Narnia.

Back to the real world,

Lucy is easily hurt and easily teased by her siblings. When she told her siblings about Narnia, the magical world, none of them believe her. Lucy might be the only one that truthfully believes in Narnia the most as she had been there before. She tries to convey his siblings to believe her at the beginning and never give up on it.

After returning to Narnia, with her siblings along, Lucy became braver than before.

She learn to protect herself and her sister Susan when in danger. she is full of courage and is much more adventurous than her sister and also, Lucy is the most faithful out of all her siblings, and which is why, she was able to spot Aslan across the gorge and her brothers and sister didn't. Aslan is the Lion and also the king that ruled and keep the peace in Narnia.

Back to Lucy, because of her courage and faithfulness, Lucy was given a magic potion in Narnia. This magic potion could save anybody that are injured or might be dying. During a fight, a war with the white witch, Edmund, Lucy’s second older brother was stabbed by the white witch using a sword and was nearly dying. She immediately gave a drop of the potion that was given by Aslan in to his brother’s mouth. Just in a spilt second, she brought Edmund back to live. Not only her brother, Lucy had even saved warriors that nearly died during the war. She revived all of them.

And also, in order to save Edmund away from the white witch, Aslan sacrifices himself to the white witch in exchange of Edmund. He was killed on the stone table by the witch but later, The following morning Aslan was bavk to life. What the witch did not know was, "deeper magic from before the dawn of time" allows someone who is willingly to dies in the place of another to return to life.

At that time, Lucy stayed beside Aslan till dawn came. She dropped tears for Aslan’s death and which shows Lucy to be a caring, thoughtful and emotional girl.

At the end of the story,

Lucy was crowned as the queen of Narnia along with all her siblings.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

the letter and the faith.


they were once the closest best friends.
but now,
things had changed ever since that day...

jess and lyn were always hanging out tgt.
they got to know each other thru a marathon run.
that day,
was a world wide marathon run competition.
jess came in first while Lyn was second.
after the run, there was a after dinner.
Jess and Lyn sat tgt and started chatting happily.
they realise, both of them have similar hobbies and interest.
both of them love running, mountain climbing and more.

soon,
they became best friends.
they even went to the same school for their university.

one day,
they decided to go for mountain climbing together.
before that night,
they both were so excited,
as this is their first time going for a climb together.
they went to stores and got their necessaries.

the next day,
they met up at the station and took the bus
to the bottom of the mountain.

after getting off the bus,
they started their journey up to the top of the mountain.
As both of them has good stamina,
climbing up wasn't a difficult task for them.
it took them 3 hours to reach the top of the mountain
when others need half of the day.

they found a good spot and sat down.
taking out the food that they bought the previous night,
they started eating.
they rested for an hour and decided to head home.
suddenly,
Jess suggested to walk from the other route which she thinks
is shorter.
Lyn tries to tell Jess not to, but Jess promised lyn that she will
get them back down the mountain before the night falls.
so they started their way down.

after walking for 1 hour, they realised that they are lost,
and the route seems harder to walk compared to the previous
route they had took.

Lyn starts to get tired and slowed down.
Jess was leading and did not realise that Lyn was at the back.
Lyn picked up her speed and manage to catch up with Jess.

who knows,
Jess did not realise Lyn was just right behind her and so she turned back
without looking carefully.

in just a split second,
Lyn was hanging on the side of the cliff.
Jess was shocked and tried to pull Lyn up,
but was not successful.

in just a moment,
jess was screaming for help at the top of her voice
and her pair of eyes staring fearfully at Lyn,
lying at the bottom of the cliff.

the next day, both of them was lying the hospital unconsciously.
Jess was the first to wake up.
immediately, she run to Lyn's room and take a look at her.

the sight was horrifying.

Lyn is still in a coma.
Jess slowly walked over to Lyn.

her family was standing around her waiting for her to wake up.
lyn's mother saw jess walking in.
immediately, she turns and pushed jess away.
"GET OUT!"
Jess was stummed.
she did not know what happen.
lyn's mother started crying.
Jess walked forward and hold on to lyn's mother
and asked what had happen.

Lyn's mum stood up, pushed jess away from her
and walked towards lyn's bed.
she pulled away the blanket that was covered on lyn.

Jess fell onto the ground immediately.
the sight shocked her.
Lyn is lying on the bed,
but with only one leg left.

Jess begged lyn's mother to tell her what happen.

lyn's mother stumbled and said," if you did not bring her for mountain climbing,
she will not fall. the doctor said that, when she fell, one of her legs was hit onto the ground. her bone was hit too hard and cant be healed. the blood is clot on the knee and below. if they dont dismembered her leg, they might have to cut off the thighs too."

after telling jess what had happen, lyn's mother sat down restlessly.
hearing all this, jess could not take it and ran out of the room.

for a few days, jess could not faced lyn at all.
not even stepping into her room.

one week later, jess is discharged from the hospital.
but until the last day, jess still did not went and take a look at lyn.
what she did was leaving a letter to the nurse and asked about lyn's condition.
the nurse told jess that lyn is alrgt.
her condition is stable but she refused to talk to anyone.

one year passed.
jess and lyn did not contact at all.

on a sunday,
jess was walking in a park that she and lyn always head down
almost everyday after class.
she sat down on a bench and stared in space.

suddenly, someone sat beside her but she did not really take a look at it.
for a while later,
jess stood up and took a glances at the person.
she stops.

it was lyn.
she gave jess a smile and stretch out her hand
to pulled jess back to the bench lightly.
she took out the letter that jess gave to her and started reading:

i know at this time, you will not want to see me.
i do not hav the courage to face you too.
i just wanna apologise for what happen,
maybe a sorry is useless now.
it cant get ur leg back.
if time can be turned back, i hope the person was me
that fall and not u.
im really sorry for not able to pulled u back.
i tried my best. i really did.
but i just lose the strength.
im really really sorry.
i will not forgive myself.
so from now on,
i will leave,
from ur life.
but u will always be my best friend and nobody else.

jess cries when hearing lyn reading out the letter.

the letter did not end here.

" i had already forgiven u. i know u tried. u tried hard to pull me back and i know it. i felt it." lyn told jess.

jess pulled lyn to her and hugged her tightly.
"thank you, really thank you!" jess cried and said.

the letter flown...


from now on,
i will be ur pair of legs, i will run for u, climb the mountain for u, ride for u.
no matter how hard it is, i will be there to bring ur faith along.
no matter are u there to support me or not,
i will still be there for u and be ur legs.
no matter how hard or difficult it is, promise me, u will stand up.
i know u can.
i will support u in my heart like how u will be supporting me.

and this is,
the last part of the letter.

Saturday, September 3, 2011

listening.

she plays her guitar during the day
and plays the keyboard at night.
you can hear her voice at the fifth avenue
of new york city.

nobody knows her name at first.
but everyone loves her singing.
lots of people will stand around her
and listen to her sing almost everyday.

Caf loves to sing since young.
everyday, she will stand near the windows
and starts humming.
As she grows older,
she learn to understand the lyrics of each songs.
by then, she sings out all the lyrics.
her parents had always love her singing and encouraged
her to become a singer.

At the age of 14, Caf's parents died in a car accident.
she was too young to know what to do.
since then, her grandparents brought her back and took care of her.

Caf was young, but she knows what she wants in her life.
her dream was to become a famous singer and show to her parents
she can do it,
even thought her parents are gone now.

so, she left school, and started singing at the side of the streets.
at first,
she got chased off by guards for blocking the way.
later, she moved to another place near a tunnel to sing.
still, she got chased off again for making too much noise.

while carrying her guitar, she walks and walks and she reached,
the fifth avenue.

she realised there are people like her performing around.
so, she decided to sing here.

she put down her guitar and found a good spot to sing.
she picks up the guitar and started singing.

not for long, people starts to crowed around and listen to her.
after finishing her first song, the crowed started clapping.
the clapping did not stop after 5 mins.

this is the first time,
Caf had ever feel so happy.

suddenly a man walked out from the crowed
and hand Caf a name card.
he is a director from a music company.
he asked Caf if she wants to be a singer.
of course,
Caf nodded her head.

now,
Caf is 18 years old.
she's a famous singer in New York.

people still hear her voice at
fifth avenue.

this is because,
after being a famous singer,
she realise,
even though there are people clapping for her,
and is even louder and more people compared
to when she sings at fifth avenue.
But, she knows, 1/4 of the people that are here,
might not be totally liking her voice.
but those,
who clapped for her when she first sing at fifth avenue
are the people that really loves her singing totally.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

compare and equal.





I have 5 cousins.
im the second oldest among them,
and i have an older cousin above me.

i think everyone will hav the same issue.
due to age gap,
normally we will be closer to the one tat is either older than u
or younger than u one yrs one.

so in my position,
im closer to my oldest cousin.

me and her are the oldest at home,
so it never fails for both of us to be
compared first.

my oldest cousin,
she's a very smart child.
she got into EXPRESS in sec sch
with a grade of 263 marks for PSLE.
and now,
she got to go overseas to study with
scholarship.

and,
for my other cousins,
all of them got into EXPRESS.

however,
im the ONLY one that got into
NORMAL ACADEMIC class
in sec sch.
and now im in nafa when my
cousin is over at China studying.

to my uncles and aunts,
results seems to be everything.
so now you can see the difference in me
and my other cousins.

this is whr the comparing starts.
obvious things shows.

when my uncle knows that i got into
Normal academic class,
he said to me," you didnt work hard enough,
tat's why you cant get good results to get into express."

and for my cousin, they chatted with her for hours
just to ask her what schools she wants to go with her
good results.

when i got my results for o'levels,
and found out that i cant get into any polytechnics,
they told me," why didnt u work hard. why never study. SEE,
now you cant get into any poly."

for my cousin,
she got straight to JC without taking o'levels.
everyone praises her for studying hard.

so now,
im in nafa,
they asked me," what job do u think u can get with only
art school diploma?"

my cousin,
before flying to China,
the whole family celebrated for her at a buffet dinner,
brought her out for a nice dinner a week before she left.
bought her presents.

i will never forget how my other relatives reacted
when they know im in nafa and my cousin gg overseas
to study during Chinese New Year visit.

they asked me whr im studying now,
i told them im waiting for nafa to start school,
they replied me with a 'oh~' and that's all.

but my cousin,
they chat with her asking what school she choose
over at china, what she's gonna study over there,
where she will be staying.

saying all this,
im not jealous towards my cousin,
but feeling unfair treated.

i feel that, being in a N(A) class is not a bad thing.
atleast im not that stress comapred to express classes.

being in nafa,
i found good friends,new friends.
learn new things tat i never know before.
learn how to draw.

even though is stressed during project time,
but atleast all this helps me to get jobs when i graduate.

being compared in this way hav been making me
felt treated unfairly alot of times.
but you really dont know what to do or how to answer at that moment
when you hear them saying.

it does make me think before, if is it really because i didnt study hard that's
why i cant get into express or even a poly.

but slowly when im getting older,
i realise,
is not that i didnt work hard.
im just different from my cousins.
they are doing what the adults want them to do
and they dont even know what they want to be
when they grow up.

but,
i know what i want to do and what i want to be.



Tuesday, August 16, 2011

The story behind every song.



one of my past all time favourite song
will be Celine Dion: my heart will go on.

there is something different about this song
compared to the other songs.

to others,
this song might be the theme song
for the movie: TITANIC, or a love song.

i got to know this song through TITANIC
the movie at the beginning.

after hearing it over and over again
on my music playlist,
i started loving this song.

but now,
this song is just a song that brings me
memories.
bad memories.

i will never forget that day.
came back from school,
wash up and when everything was done,
as usual,
i took out my cd and play it.
and of course,
the song is: my heart will go on.
i keep replaying the song over and over again.
at the 3rd time or 4th time i was listening,
suddenly my house phone rang.

pick it up,
and it was my dad.

my dad sounded really sad.
so i asked why did he called back.

he told me that,
my grandfather passed away half an hour ago
and he tried to call me on my handphone but i did not pick up.

after hearing it,
i hang up the phone while the song is still playing.
i sat down onto the floor and started crying.
the song just keeps on playing.

when it sang till:
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

my tears started dripping out from my eyes
like waterfall.

from that day on,
i never really dares to listen to this song.

but slowly,
as time passes...
im getting better and it dont really affect me much now.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

my memorable childhood.

talking about childhood,
dont really remember much about it
as it is quite a few years back.

but there are few things that
i still have some memories
about it.


first time on a helicopter
with my parents to new zealand
when i was 1 and a half years old.
it was also my parents
first overseas trip too.

even though is the first trip,
but is also the hardest and tiring trip
for my parents.

as i was just a baby,
so there are lots of things
that my parents have to look out for.

on the day we reach,
i fell and hurt my nose.
my mum was scare to death.
glad that on the second day
my nose was much better.

on the second day,
i finished my milk powder.
never fail to create trouble for my parents.

and on the third day,
i lost my jacket.

this was the most memorable trip
for me and my parents.



but,
the most memorable childhood i ever had
was in my primary school.

have been a good student from pri 1 to 5.
until pri 6,
i drop frm EM2 2nd class to EM2 last class.

in this class,
other than retain students,
there are also bad students.

didnt know much about the class,
i got to know a group of girls in the class.
after i know them,
i realised they were the bad students in class.
they are always late for assembly,
always walking into the class last after recess.
never go for school events.
slacking around the fitness corner.

students from our badge start to know
about us as the bad students.

however one day,
few wks before my PSLE starts,
i had a big quarrel with the girls.
in the end,
i choose not to go to school when that few weeks
when im not around is actually the most important
weeks.
the teachers are all revising all our work and helping
out students that are still not good in some subjects.

but i choose to not appear in school just because of the quarrel.

at that time,
i had this very good teacher as my form teacher.
even though some of the classmates are bad students,
and dislike all the teachers,
but only her,
the only teacher that the whole class is happy and like her.
she's mrs lim.

she realised that i have not been attending school for few weeks,
so she decided to visit me.
i was shocked when i saw her at my house door.
i didnt expect that she will come.
i let her in to my house and had a long chat with her.

she was the most memorable teacher i ever had in my childhood.
at that point,
i wanted to give up on a lot of things,
but she pulled me back.

im very thankful to her that she was there for me.

so this are parts of my memorable childhood.