The story behind every song.

one of my past all time favourite song

will be Celine Dion: my heart will go on.

there is something different about this song

compared to the other songs.

to others,

this song might be the theme song

for the movie: TITANIC, or a love song.

i got to know this song through TITANIC

the movie at the beginning.

after hearing it over and over again

on my music playlist,

i started loving this song.

but now,

this song is just a song that brings me

memories.

bad memories.

i will never forget that day.

came back from school,

wash up and when everything was done,

as usual,

i took out my cd and play it.

and of course,

the song is: my heart will go on.

i keep replaying the song over and over again.

at the 3rd time or 4th time i was listening,

suddenly my house phone rang.

pick it up,

and it was my dad.

my dad sounded really sad.

so i asked why did he called back.

he told me that,

my grandfather passed away half an hour ago

and he tried to call me on my handphone but i did not pick up.

after hearing it,

i hang up the phone while the song is still playing.

i sat down onto the floor and started crying.

the song just keeps on playing.

when it sang till:

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

my tears started dripping out from my eyes

like waterfall.

from that day on,

i never really dares to listen to this song.

but slowly,

as time passes...

im getting better and it dont really affect me much now.